This feels like “the morning after”. I poured my heart out in the Part 1 of this series. Now I know that you know stuff about me that I rarely share. Well, that’s the thing about failure, you still have to face the world everyday afterwards. I ended the last post explaining how failure feels very much like falling into a bottomless pit. Experiences differ from person to person and lucky people will still have support from their friends and family and resources to go back and correct their mistakes. I hope that through this series I will be able to speak to someone who doesn’t really have all the support they need from those they know. Support is important, without it you will soon realise that it is not the actual failure itself that gets you down.
What Really Gets You Down When You Fail?
Loss of Friends. People do not want to associate with failures. They want to be around people they admire, people who challenge them and people who make them want to be better. Being friends with a person who is failing or has failed sometimes means endless sessions of comforting and counseling, dealing with bouts of depression and anxiety and constantly working towards changing negativity into positivity.
Apart from people not wanting to be around you, there is also the fact that you don’t want to be around people. Pride, shame, jealousy and emotions like that just makes it difficult for you to be with people who seem to be managing everything you are failing to.
Loss of Family Support. Families feel betrayed if in their minds you had been carrying the torch for the family and giving them something to be proud of and then you turn around and fail. This means they will have to explain away your failure to whoever asks and you have the potential of becoming a burden to them. If they have spent money on you then you have just tossed their money down the drain.
Loss of Confidence. After I failed I used to look at everyone around me and think they were better than me. Even the guy standing on the street asking for 50 cents seems to be good at what he did. He actually got a few people to give him money. That meant he was excelling in his trade, I had failed in mine. There was also this feeling that maybe everyone could tell just by looking at me. Every time a stranger looked at me I just felt myself shrinking 10 sizes smaller. I stopped participating in conversations because I just felt like whatever I had to say would not be clever enough. Loss of confidence means lack of motivation to try again or start something new.
Loss of Credibility. That awkward moment when you tell someone where you have been and what you did and they burst out laughing because they think it’s a joke. They look at you and they try to picture you in the environment you are talking about and the “loser” they see could not be the same person who ever did anything remotely connected to the big places you are talking about. When people want to do business, find friends, employ somebody they always look that person’s history or resume. If your history says you have failed in the past they are going to want to know what value you can add to their lives seeing as you failed to add value to your own life.
The things that get you down are related to “loss”. You lose a lot when you fail. Loss doesn’t have to be the conclusion of your story though. Part 3 of this series will deal with how to come back from failure. After losing family, friends, credibility and confidence it makes sense to just want to crawl into the darkest hole and wait for your death. I actually crawled in but I realised that it was more excruciating living in the dark. They usually say life is short but it can be painfully long if you live in hiding. You’ll be shocked to find out that all the people you were hiding from also had their experiences with failure at one point or another. Best solution, keep your chin up and read part 3 of this series 😉
So, I talked about keeping your chin up. It’s easier said than done. When it’s too hard to just keep your chin up you can talk to someone who has been there. Fill in the form below and chat with me. I’d love to hear from you. Don’t worry, you won’t be asked to buy anything. I really just love to chat to those who are where I have been.